sorry i dont post much stuff on here. i'm more of a watcher rather than an actual i dont know artist writer whatever. who knows, i'm thinking about making like a little book like thing filled with random quotes from me and some other friends. but yeah i dont know i might put a few quotes on here just to see what ya'll think. any way now onto the main reason why i made this journal.


Ten Things I Wish I Could Say To People:
1.) (to someone i like) i like you
2.) -things that would allow me to be more open with myself with others-
3.) SHUT THE HELL UP!!!!!(when ppl are really getting on my nerves)
4.) i wish i could tell ppl what i really think of them.
5.) can't think of anything else
6.) can't think of anything else
7.) can't think of anything else
8.) can't think of anything else
9.) can't think of anything else
10.) can't think of anything else

Nine things about myself:
1.) i'm average
2.) there is nothing really special about me....really
3.) my brother is awesome(i know not really about me but hey whatevs)
4.) i'm very self consious about myself and what ppl think about me
5.) i am in love with anything asian-like(mostly japan and south korea lol) except food
6.) i can be such a girl when i read shojo mangas and what not lol
7.) i love american and japanese rock music, but i love korean pop(K-pop)
8.) on my list of my top 5 fave bands, DBSK and Super Junior(both K-pop) are on there along with Rise Against, Escape the Fate, and The Offspring(not in any particular order)
9.) i love tigger

Eight ways to win my heart:
1.) be yourself
2.) make me laugh, be funny
3.) (if your a guy) great personality and great hair(lol)
4.) be unique
5.) dont be afraid to start a conversation with me
6.) have similar interests as me
7.) be there for me when i need you
8.) don't ignore me when you're with other people


Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1.) i is not special
2.) i is bored
3.) i needs a man in mah lyfe
4.) i needs moneh
5.) i needs tah get out of dis house
6.) da fucha(future)
7.) i luvs my friends and my fa ma ly

(i got really bored thats why i was talking/typing like that up in #7)

Six things I do before I fall asleep (not necessarily in that order):
1.) stay on my computer for like at least ever
2.) make sure my door is closed all the way
3.) make sure my closet doors are closed all the way
4.) turn on my fan
5.) listen to the radio if anything good is on, if not it goes off!
6.) and then i just think of random things until i go to sleep.

Five places I want to visit:
1.) JAPAN!!!!!!
2.) South Korea
3.) Italy (again)
4.) The Hot Topic head quarters(lol)
5.) Dallan, Texas during A-con

Four things I'm wearing right now:
1.) socks
2.) happy bunny pj pants
3.) happy bunny pj top
4.) .......underwear

Three bands that I listen to often:
1.) The Offspring
2.) Rise Against
3.) DBSK(lol)

Two things I want to do before I die:
1.) i want to learn japanese and go to japan
2.) become successful so i can get a wall span book case(or get someone to make me shelves...lots) and fill it with as many mangas as i can.


One confession:
1.) When i get obsessed over something, i get really obssessed. Bands for instance, if i really like them like a lot, i will learn their names, their birthdays and try to learn as much as i can about them. i.e. super junior and DBSK





"All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long.
when i do i dream
of drowning in the ocean;
longing for the shore
where I can lay my head down.
Inside these arms of yours.

All because of you,
I believe in angels.
not the kind with wings,
no, not the kind with halos;
the kind that bring you home
when home becomes a strange place.
I'll follow your voice;
all you have to do is
SHOUT IT OUT!!!"

-Rise Against
The Good Left Undone